betsykaterose

I miss you all.

*hugs*

Argh. This is really hard to write.

As you guys know, I don't really "journal" here; I just post my icons. But this is kind of my goodbye, and I don't want to dissappear and have you guys not know where I am.

I've come to a point in my life where I can't just keep going the way that I'm going. I don't want to be in college, I don't want to be living here, and I don't want to keep pretending I'm happy when I'm not. I'm moving to (temporarily) live with my friend and her husband in Ohio, and then in the summer the three of us are moving to Canada to start our business on the west coast. We've been writing our business plan for awhile, but now we want to seriously, actually do this, and commit to it 100%. It's just about the scariest decision I've ever made.

I haven't told my parents yet; that's coming later tonight. If my mom doesn't kick me out right away, and gives me a few days to pack, then I can probably get in one more post. If she does kick me out immidately (which wouldn't shock me) then tonight I'm buying myself a one way ticket and taking whatever I can grab. My friend doesn't have a computer at her place, so I'll be giving up email, message boards, lj, IM, etc. I'm completely and utterly terrified.

I feel sick as I write this, partially because I know that I'm going to ruin any relationship I have with my parents, and partially because I can't believe I'm not going to talk to you guys again. I won't say never, because I will try to find some way to pop in and say hi once and awhile, but I'm changing my entire lifestyle by doing this. I love you guys and I will miss you so much.

1 Jay, 1 Alex, 4 Jalex, 3 SoCo, 1 Sophia Bush, and one SMG/ED art thingy that I really wish I could condense into an icon without it looking stupid.

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In a Degrassi mood:

Happy Birthday Kam! *hugs*



You better enjoy these. :P

Kam, you'll probably like these more than the last batch. ;)



Happy birthday Kam, and I promise to drop of tons of presents tomorrow. :D

Made this for a request from Stephie:

What am I doing? I should be updating my other unfinished fanfics, but noooo, I have to start a new one. Anyway, I have no idea where the hell this came from. Comments are always appreciated. Oh, and I didn't put this one through the spell checker, so I apologize for any errors.

Jay/Alex, set sometime after "Secrets"
R, mainly for cursing


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Hmmm. The CMM and Eliza ones were easy, but for some reason the Sophia one took me nearly an hour. Oh well, I needed an excuse to use the new swirl/star brush I got...

ETA: Question: Does Betsy ever get sick of using the same brush again and again? Answer: Of course not!

Only because I love Kam so much did I make this:



*sighs*

Anyway, here's the rest:

I'm kind of oddly proud of this. It's fairly simple, but I'm still playing around with my new brushes, so...

*shrug*


( Eliza )

I got brushes! Woot!

So Karla tells me that some people steal icons. Asshats. Didn't think I had to do this, but if you take anything, please credit me. Thanks.

Yes, I take a good idea and overdo it. Thank you, thank you.

First attempt at a banner, for the Rebels thread at FF:

Someone give me Mike Lobel for Christmas. PLEASE.

I'm not the journaling type, at least not the type that shares my thoughts with the whole web. So I'll reserve this for posting my icons.

Snag whatever you want, but please comment and tell me what you're taking.